Thursday, April 06, 2006

Chapter 2: The Honeymoon is Over

After a couple weeks had passed, I began noticing things about AM that annoyed me. He always asked me questions about guys that I used to date and what they did for me and what we did. It didn't bother me at first, but by now I was getting agitated. I kept thinking, "What does it matter? I'm not with them so who cares!!!" He also drank and smoked a lot of weed. Now don't get me wrong, I can drink with the best of them, but he did it all the time. I'm not into smoking anymore, but he smoked so when he smoked around me, I didn't say anything. Now that was a HUGE step for me because normally I make smokers stand on my backporch or outside so I don't have to smell it. He would also chat with people on my messenger list pretending to be me, telling friends and people that I've dated and remained friends with how I happy I was now that I had me a "...thug ass nigga who know how to bring the dick!" Then he would delete them from my list!! This would really piss me off for 3 reasons: 1. I don't talk openly about my personal life to any and everybody, that's what the members of SAU are for. 2. I don't speak T-H-U-G! 3. I'm not real big on FRAUD, lol. Don't pretend to be me! When he tried to laugh it off, I chastised him on these points and he accused me of still having feelings for some of these people! I'm like how jealous is he! The honeymoon was truly over...