To be loved, To be loved, OOHHH what a feelin...!!!

Greetings from Dallas everyone!!!! This is my last night here in Dallas and I can't wait to get home! Well, since I'm homeless, I can't wait to get to Chicago. The trip has been very educational and it's motivating and interesting to see what goes on behind the scenes at my job's corporate headquarters. Anyways, back to the real dirt! I had an interesting phone call with an ex of mine (the love of my life for whom I still carry a torch for, though I'll never make it known unless he does first. I'm classy like that yall, lol!!!!) Well what started out as friendly banter turned into an interesting, lovely, and flattering conversation. I didn't tell yall this, but me and this person went to breakfast a couple of weeks ago. It was purely innocent, just two old friends having breakfast. He was telling me his relationship stories and I chimed in with a few of my own. Whenever the two of us are together, there's this intense chemistry that just fills any room we're in. But I had self-control on that day, Thank God! We talked again last week, and I found out that he was recently single. We also shared reminisced over some intimate moments and I was touched over some of the things that he still remembers, even though it's been over a year. I was somewhat surprised and excited. I hope I'm not getting excited over nothing. I kinda feel like something's about to happen in the near future. We're going to the movies tomorrow night. Lord give me the strength...